Colin Morgan deserves ALL THE AWARDS

i absolutely cannot stand him crying because every time he does,it’s literally raining on my face and i just CANNOT ohmygod

and i think merlin for one suffer the most from lancelot death,because lance was always so nice to merlin,and lance was the only one who knew about merlin’s secret,imagine losing that,and not only does merlin need to see lancelot die once,but twice.and how merlin always have to send the people he love away just pains me klashgfklasdjgsadljg :((